new start

english formal essay.

2005-08-04T00:10:00.000-07:00

im all stressed out with our english formal essay. I admit, i am not a good writer when it comes to formal essays. I'm more used to the casual type of writing where my thoughts are free flowing, a reflection of me being myself. hai, i can't back off now. It's a requirement.

Its been months since i last updated this blog. Yeah, within those months, tons of things had happened na and I'm not likely to tell you all those things here noh?! That's a whole lot of effort.

Hai..

Last three minutes.

2005-07-06T13:21:00.000-07:00

Im back to school for almost a month na. Dang it! Just when I thought of updating my blog, the button on the task bar started to blink reminding me that I still have five minutes before my session ends up. I have a lot of things running in my mind making it hard for me to go on the details of the stories that I would want to share here. Augh!

I had a good headstart for this school year.

Ooh lala!! I really hate it. I only got three minutes left.

I promise to update you soon, dear blog.

Gotta go.

i'm back

2005-05-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hi there! I'm back to blogging. Hehe.. Na-miss ko 'to. Ilang days din kasi ako nawala. Hehe. Hmmm... Its May 1, 2005. Labor day!! Hehe.. For the past weeks, madaming nangyari na nakakagulat. Hehe. Kung anuman yon? Sa'ken nalang. Hehe..

Kasi si Kuya Mike, binabasa pala yung blog ko. Hehe.. Delikado.. :)

Malapit na birthday ni Cha..

Haay..

I was checking the friendster bulletin board last night and I was surprised to see messages from a lot of people who seem to have nothing to do with their lives but to hell talk about other people. Nakakainis. I've been silent for the past months regarding some issues for the reason that I'm still hoping na there would be a chance that this issue would settle down but it just worsen. Kasi naman kung tumatahimik nalang tayong lahat, isinasara ang ating mga bibig at pinipigil ang ating mga sarili na sabihin ang ilang mga bagay, e di sana walang gulo. Diba? We must all learn to control ourselves and at the same time, learn to RESPECT one another. RESPECT nalang.

Haay.. sometimes we must learn to shut up.. Hehe..

Teka, hindi lang pala respeto sa isa't isa.. pati sa event. Hehe..

Wag magsolo. :)

caution: fragile

2005-04-11T23:31:00.000-07:00

haay... no way... im not taking this serious... its hurting me na.. :(

i swear..

don't fool me naman oh...

fragile na ko maxado eh....

whatta week talaga...

2005-04-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

It was a week for me. I've been to alot of places and ive done so many things for those past few days and I am feeling quite happy.

APRIL 5, 2005

I woke up at around 10 in the morning. After eating my breakfast and lunch in one meal, i decided to clean our room. Its really unusual for me to start late in cleaning my room but I still did. I was thinking that if I won't do it that day, I might not have other time to do it. Abby helped me in revamping the room and we finished the work at 7pm. We were really dead tired. But thr make-over was a success.

APRIL 6, 2005

Ryu and I talked on the phone. Its been days since I last heard from him. He wasn't feeling well that time due to colds, cough and fever. I was really worried when he texted me and told me that he's not feeling well.

APRIL 7, 2005

I woke up late again. During lunch, mom announced that she would be attending a swimming party that night, Abby and I felt like coming with her but mom hesitated, she said that we can't come unless we're through with our chores. So we had no choice, we finished the chores the whole afternoon just to be able to join the swimming party in pansol. At around past seven in the evening, we left the house using my dad's friend's auto, dad has to be back to office that night, the reason why he wasn't able to come. Before we left the camp, we headed to the church, mom told us that some people who are coming too are waiting there for us. I was surprised when i saw edison. He was coming with us too. Haay. Surprises! We arrived at the resort by 8 in the evening. We were not able to swim kaagad because there were a number of people who are still in the pool, we're shy naman.. hehe.. For the first time, I learned how to play the billiards.

APRIL 8,2005

8 am. We're home sweet home after a night of fun.
Leah arrived from manila with kuya paul at 10 in the evening. She was craving for balot,so we accompanied her. we hit the sack late again.

APRIL 9,2005

We watched 'be cool'.. cool sobra.. :) it's tita rocky's birthday.. :)

APRIL 10,2005

leah just feel so depressed the whole day and i can't do anything just for her to feel good. We went to the grandstand at 3 pm something. she really wanted to be all alone. kuya paul dropped by and asked us if we could accompany him to the mart to buy some cake for his mom. We went to walter mart and.. ayun. we bought a small black forest cake and some plastic cups from the grocery. He treat me a sundae from jollibee and fries for leah. We were back home by 5 30 inthe afternoon. I attended the six o clock mass. Leah left for manila. We had dinner at tita rocky's house. We hang out there. Surprised again because i spotted the dad of my ex-boyfriend talking to my dad over glasses of wine. I was even more surprised when he asked me what edison told me during his turn on the 18 roses. I was really blushing. I don't know what to say. I am taking everything as a joke. Shocks!! My dad and his dad was talking about us. Nakakahiya! :) Waahh!!!!! What are they doing?!

Haay.. it was really a week for me. :) I think I have to say good night na. :)

I'm eighteen.. yey!

2005-04-04T15:26:00.000-07:00

Saying my 'thank you's' during my birthday celebration.. i'm 18?! Hindi nga?! the party was a blast.. thanks to all those who came.. :)

that's me last sunday, april 3,2005.. hehe.. atlast.. i am 18.. hehe.. everything is already legal. Actually, dati pa nman legal ang lahat eh.. hehehe.. you just can't stop me from doing what I want.. hehe..

My birthday bash last april 3,2005 was really memorable though my classmates from manila did not show up. I am really happy to have my High School Kada and my AA Family there.

We started the program at 8 in the evening and ended at around 11:30.. after which the swimming party followed. I got tipsy pa nga eh sabi nila.

Haay.. till here.. :)

2005-03-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

here's me and hershey.. kulitan sa loob ng room.. miss this girl kahit na may attempt siya sa buhay ko.. :) i luv yah shey.. :)

2005-03-25T20:33:00.000-08:00

i really miss these guys and the place too.. myroomsweetroom.. haay.. look at clang and ivan,showing a dramatic pose with me.. haha.. i really miss them.. wait till i post another pic.. with the girl i really really do miss.. hahaha.. wait lang ha.. im really bored na dito sa bahay..

2005-03-24T13:36:00.000-08:00

that sepia effect

what happened last March 17, 2005 was history.. Haay, I'd be missing this guys this summer. I won't be seeing them for months (i think)..

atlast, alam ko na kung pano mag-post ng picture dito.. :)

gotta go..

hmmpp....

2005-03-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

i'm watching me make a fool of myself..
silently speaking my wish to be free..
turning my world inside out
spin my emotions, building my doubt

i fed on you strangeness pain and true
but there was nothing beneath it i knew
i see myself falling from grace
my life fading without a trace

im tired of waiting here for you
can't waste my time
i'm leaving you

... ---->> sessionroad

haay.. life here at home is really boring. Ewan ko ba. When I was in manila, i missed home so much but now that i'm here, safe and sound, i miss manila naman. I got nothing to do kasi eh.sa school, I am used to doing a lot of things that would take all my time to the point na wala na kong time for myself.. ang gulo diba? I'm back to doing the chores here at home. Waking up on mornings was quite hard for me. Sa manila kasi, i wake up when i feel like waking up.. pero dito, i must get up kapag sinigawan na ko ni momcy ko.. haay..

my birthday is really fast approaching. haay.. i am not excited.. hehe.. ewan ko. Siguro kasi at the back of my mind, i still find debuts corny.. i don't know.. parang masyadong kasing traditional. Hehe.. :)

kanina nga pla, kausap ko si ryu and katext ko si tox.. haay.. wala lang. Buti pa sila, nasa manila lang. They can go to gimmicks when they want to. Haay.. i really need a summer job para may anda ako diba.. :)

haay.. bakit ganun yung mga tao..magpaparamdam sila sayo tapos... kapag gusto mo na sila.. bigla nalang mawawala.. tapos babalik.. ang problema, pagbalik nila, wala na lahat nung nararamdaman mo. Badtrip diba?! :( why don't they just tell you if they're leaving na and then no turning back.. diba?! :)

nakakainis.

umalis.

babalik.

wag na lang diba..

haay..

goodbye kung goodbye..

nga pala.. i have this lesson for this week..

and that is.. : LEARN TO TAKE RISKS... no one succeeds when they don't take risks..

haay.. gotta go..

2005-03-23T21:03:00.000-08:00

aika and me.. picture picture before our surprise for hershey..

new friendster pic

2005-03-23T21:01:00.000-08:00

arianne here

this is my new picture sa friendster.. i don't know why i love this picture.. ang drama kasi ng effect?! ehehe..

summer is here.. hehe..wala lang

2005-03-23T12:46:00.000-08:00

summer is here, i'm still waiting there.. winter is here, i'm still waiting there.. wala lang.. last song phenomenon. i was listening to the radio early this morning kasi. and i heard that song. I don't feel like being sentimental today, but the songs just turned me into one.. AGAIN! I hate myself when I reminisce the past, i dunno maybe because there is really nothing worthy to be remembered. Haay..

Last night or should i say early this morning (as in 1am), Ryu and I were on the phone, talking about some stuffs. I really miss him and ____ _________.. hehe.. I won't spill it. Haay, when would i be seeing him again kaya?!

gotta go.. update you later.. up for lunch..

surprises, though i hate them, are unstoppable..

2005-03-22T14:10:00.000-08:00

haay.. what happened last night?! ah wala naman.. pero there are really a lot of things that happened this morning. I woke up at around nine in the morning, greeted every one in sms a "good morning!smile and take care!" message.. and as usual, sir buco.. reacted again.. just like what he did last night when i sent everyone a "good night" message including him. haay, maybe i should get used to his kakulitan.. hehe. Well, I still want to reach 18 and I think, I must really get rid of hershey and buco (buco--weird!) or i would pay the price.. hehe..

Tox, as usual was always there. Even if we don't see each other often and just keep in touch through sms, I'm still thankful that he's there because he helps me with a lot of things. He's really a kuya material. Well, i wish my brother was just like him. He helps me decide on certain things that I find confusing and at the same time, I get to confide to him some stuffs that I could not even share with abby (my younger sister).

Jayvee called me up this morning using his friends phone and I was quite surprised coz its been a while since we last talked on the phone. hehe.. and honestly, i really did miss his company. Haay, I was even surprised when he told me that he made a blog (like this one) about me. incase you want to see it, visit: enaia.blogspot.com. when i saw the site, i was really speechless.. ikaw na.. makita mo yung mga pictures mo dun... nakakagulat.. and i felt mixed emotions inside me.. haay. jayvee.. you really surprised me.. by the way.. thanks for the blog.. hehe.. i really appreciate it. i am really really flattered.. hehe.. :)

And by the way, sir neil texted me early this morning and congratulated me for having achieve a grade of 1.5 in his subject. he told me that though it was really hard for him to accept the truth, wala na daw siyang magagawa. sounded as if i don't deserve the grade.. hehe.. and sabi pa na it was really twice away from reality.. (plato) hmmp..

haay.. everybody left the house again.. i really got a lot of stuffs to do.. (mom left me loads of work to finish)

holy week na holy week.. pinarurusahan ako ng ganito.. :)

2005-03-22T13:50:00.000-08:00

happenings before vacation starts
yesterday, palm sunday, marked the start of the holy week. it is holy week so expect me to be here in my Homesweethome in laguna. life is back to normal. Its summer and i have no money so i was thinking of finding a summer job that would let me yield some cash to be used for summer gimmicks but i guess my mom just won't allow me.. why? because i told her i would want a job somewhere in manila. so, no summer job for me. Boring. NO anda.
it is already five minutes before five in the afternoon and here i am, all alone in my so-called home, infront of the computer, doing some surfing. That is why i hate it when I'm here, when my siblings know that i'll be staying here in the house, they would all leave.. sa bagay.. chance para gumala.. so, ibig sabihin.. taong bahay ako.. badtrip naman oh.. mommy and angel left for cannosa, abby went to Mary help and kuya went to lola's house . Badtrip! Hindi man lang ako inisip.. ;(
Happenings nung saturday..
I went to Manila. I left the house at around two in the afternoon so i arrived there at four.Phat and I are scheduled to meet at two in the afternoon but she moved it to five.. unfortunately, im not available at five so we weren't able to meet. At four thirty, I was in robinson's place manila to meet ryu .. so we met at san francisco coffee.. got two tickets for the movie, "robots". it was way too early because the next time it would be shown is at five-thirty, so what we did is that we hit the arcades. We played basketball.. and guess what? He did play good. At five-twenty we went na to the movie house and watched the movie for approx. two hours. after the movie.. we took a cab and went to burgundy tower, vince, conrad and their other friends celebrated their birthday bashes there. The party ended at around 1 am kasi si Tox, nabadtrip. so everyone backed up. Ryu, me and some of his friends were left there and decided to leave at 2am. So, I was not able to see the sunrise. the view at the roof deck was really beautiful. you can see the whole manila. Ryu and I took a cab and went dun sa dorm ko. Ayun....
Sunday Morning, I arrived in laguna at 12:30 in the afternoon and went straightly to Abby's Graduation. There was ching and nikki, kris and kp. And also, si hannah.. Balong together with Edison and Benedict were there too. They watched the grad ceremonies.
At five thirty we left for don bosco for the mass. After which we went to Carmel Mall.. Then, home seet home. I was really exhausted the reason why I hit the sack really too early..
haay.. saket na naman ng mata ko.. nasosobrahan kasi sa internet..
malapit na birthday ko.. yey!..
till here.. :D

eto na din yung pinost ko sa firetruckonthegopalage.blogspot.com

got a new blog

2005-03-18T19:57:00.000-08:00

i decided to be back to blogging again. Wala lang. I missed it. I once started blogging during the first semester kaya lang i always lack time for some stuff specially stuffs like blogs. AA productions during the 1st sem was really taking most of my extra time and even my time for studies but it's alright i don't blame AA for the time lost. Alright na din siguro, I have already forgotten my username and password on that first account. it's already vacation and vacation connotes summer and summer means beach and beach means enjoyment and boy-watching. My schedule this summer isn't fixed yet. Still have loads to do regarding my stuff in the dorm, my finals result and my long-awaited 18th birthday.

i am not excited about my big day but i'm making the preparations coz my folks asked me to. no choice. i have already distributed the invitations to my college friends and darn it, they aren't sure yet if they are coming. Well, i hope they would for they are my special guests. I have already seen the place where it would be held and it was really big. I'm really looking forward to seeing my friends in manila on my birthday.

yesterday, we went to intramuros and baywalk. It was the first time I ever join my friends' gimik and they're quite surprised too. Though the whether wasn't really good, we still made the day worthwhile. And though hershey's not happy to see me, i'm stll thankful, she made me stay alive. partly, thanks to bonn ,aikz friend, for being there. Dunno what could have happened to me if you weren't there.

my lovelife remains the same and it is fine with me, no commitments less problems. There is this guy which i think i am starting to like but he's fading away... away from me. And i feel bad. Guys are really dorks.

Gotta go.. aaron is going to use the computer.

before i go, i met this cute teller in the bank early this afternoon. He really looks nice.